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slept on cushions on floor last night
very tired as consequence
for first time bought red bull on way to work, aided by actually having a corner store to walk past as bus route has changed
i snapped at gamer a couple of times, im just worried about fitting everything into the new flat. except I just realised were the vacum cleaner can go, Iam the packing queen. It can go in drawer of the single bed base we are standing up against the wall. Ha!!!
forgot phone though.

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still tired
which is seems to be making a bit paraniod
I'm paranoid we've made a huge mistake by moving
I'm paraniod that my parents are pissed at me for giving them stuff to do and sking them to cook dinner
I'm paraniod about my relationship, (got really jealous after reading miche's last couple of entries)

so in effort to struggle through the rest of the day with some hope of non bad ending
you can't try flats before you move into them, there is no returns policy, but you can move and lets face it, it isn't like you haven't had the practice. though this time I'm coughing up the cost of real movers rather than trying to kill gamer and ravenstew.

My mother probably called me on the mobile and might have had a rotten nights sleep herself (they had the heavy duvet) which menat she wasn't going to stick round on the phone for very long. Also my management/instruction skills are not the best even when I'm not panicing this is frustrating for others and me.

Daily things that gamer does that don't involved food (its not something he does readily)
1, my morning snuggle, don't get out of bed with out it
2, silly cute conversations when the lights go out (unless I've grabbed the RSD (remote solitare device))
3, walk to work together, and kisses me good bye at the front door of work
I just cut a lot of other stuff out there, it was unneccesary qualification. He makes me happy in his own way, grateful for that, just don't say so enough.