Joexnz

i asked gamer the other day if I was different here than I had been in NZ
and without hesitation he emphatically said
yes

I asked gamer the other day, which me he'd prefered
and without hesitation he emphatically said
NZ

I had more self confidence, enthusiam and all those other things people enjoy
whilst the me here is 'more real'
I had a great time wih KAOS
and with the torchis I was starting to feel the same
but i'm not sure if i need to be single (i've had more practice, so more confident at it)
or its all some wierd trick of the light
KAOS I got everyday, torchis once a week at best.

you can put the streak back in the streak
but you can't put the hope for a being a better back in the streak
with uni and KAOS I really did have hope that I could be better with my life
then I got back here and discovered nothing had changed
Gamer says I need a different job, but was unsure as to what a good one would be.