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why did I think it was a good idea to let my fiscally irresponsible flatmate handle the bills. Silly girl
would be better if I could not worry about things I had no control over, would just feel sooooo much better if I had control, the power bwahahaha
anyway just wish he would get act together, though I can hardly speak at the moment, my travel and car plans being seriously behind.
Am considering moving out at end of lease, prob is would then be moving in with people I don't know. So although is sometimes pain, I know him (though have noticed get on better when not living together) and better the devil you know. Much to expensive to live by sefl in edinburgh and 4 months bit soon to move in with gamer (though is well trained, domestic and somewaht more responsible)

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actually I really can't talk. I don't have any money either. I need a better paying job, or less bills, or to be less fiscally reponsible and run up a debt (oh! wait thats what the credit card is for). I am currently trying to live on what I earn and not really succeding to. I went to bank today to check on stuff and bank account looks a bit short, will go home and check figures.