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Feb. 25th, 2016 06:22 pmTo Alan
You stood in the doorway of the lounge on your departure and said I was important and we were worth saving
I don't know what happened to you in the next two months. I may never know.
But the next time I saw you, you'd arranged to spend Xmas with Faye.
I will never forgive you for not following through, for putting your needs ahead of us, after I'd tried my best to balance my needs and ours for years. With little feedback from you. I did my best, i'd hoped for the same from you.
We weren't worth it in the end, you weren't worth it in the end. Are you as sad and upset about this as I am, I hope you are. However, I made it clear I wasn't running after you for a friendship, and whatever your intentions, you have not given me enough to make me believe that should ever be an option for us.
Friends care, you are to busy with your life to show that you care. Maybe you find it to confusing and to hard, I don't know, I don't need to anymore.
Goodbye
You stood in the doorway of the lounge on your departure and said I was important and we were worth saving
I don't know what happened to you in the next two months. I may never know.
But the next time I saw you, you'd arranged to spend Xmas with Faye.
I will never forgive you for not following through, for putting your needs ahead of us, after I'd tried my best to balance my needs and ours for years. With little feedback from you. I did my best, i'd hoped for the same from you.
We weren't worth it in the end, you weren't worth it in the end. Are you as sad and upset about this as I am, I hope you are. However, I made it clear I wasn't running after you for a friendship, and whatever your intentions, you have not given me enough to make me believe that should ever be an option for us.
Friends care, you are to busy with your life to show that you care. Maybe you find it to confusing and to hard, I don't know, I don't need to anymore.
Goodbye
