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bad dream about ex boyfriend from newcastel
run into two version of him at at a busatation in york
manage to avoid the broke down version looking for work or a fiver to get him home if no one's going to give it to him
I was dilgently tying my shoelace at the time so keeping out of eye contact and my mother muttered under her breath 'you still have it if you hadn't spent it on xxxxx five minutes ago', I passed by the guy he was asking for it whilst richie was getting in the bus on the other side of a glass partion. He was laughing with a co-worker about him and Isaid under my breath as I passed by that 'he was an alright guy' and the worker said, 'no he isn't his scum'
Soemthng I then got reminded that richie could indeeded be when the other version came into view.
duck into restruant to get away, he follows
I find my boss having dinner and he gets asked to leave, makes a scene
I hang out with boss her two mates and their three kids (my boss doesn't have kids)
and eventually realise that the restraunt is part of a hotel, duck down the stair case
neogothic oak, with acorns
down and along three times and up and laong three times
coem to side door in alley way (in a place looking for to big to be york), assistant manager points it out
I wander out, text mum to let her know i'll be back for the 12 bus
am aware that i will probably have to see richie then, but free of him for moment
wake up
It wasn't terrifying just mildly scary how well I can remember him after 6 years.
and I was worried that i'd run into him in newcastle, with my parents
I want my boyfriend here, so I snuggle into him and be reminded that I got out of it
that im capable of making a better choice
run into two version of him at at a busatation in york
manage to avoid the broke down version looking for work or a fiver to get him home if no one's going to give it to him
I was dilgently tying my shoelace at the time so keeping out of eye contact and my mother muttered under her breath 'you still have it if you hadn't spent it on xxxxx five minutes ago', I passed by the guy he was asking for it whilst richie was getting in the bus on the other side of a glass partion. He was laughing with a co-worker about him and Isaid under my breath as I passed by that 'he was an alright guy' and the worker said, 'no he isn't his scum'
Soemthng I then got reminded that richie could indeeded be when the other version came into view.
duck into restruant to get away, he follows
I find my boss having dinner and he gets asked to leave, makes a scene
I hang out with boss her two mates and their three kids (my boss doesn't have kids)
and eventually realise that the restraunt is part of a hotel, duck down the stair case
neogothic oak, with acorns
down and along three times and up and laong three times
coem to side door in alley way (in a place looking for to big to be york), assistant manager points it out
I wander out, text mum to let her know i'll be back for the 12 bus
am aware that i will probably have to see richie then, but free of him for moment
wake up
It wasn't terrifying just mildly scary how well I can remember him after 6 years.
and I was worried that i'd run into him in newcastle, with my parents
I want my boyfriend here, so I snuggle into him and be reminded that I got out of it
that im capable of making a better choice